I know that I am an absolute fruitcake, it's who I am. Why shy away from it? Individuality is one aspect of a being that intrigues and encourages us to dig deeper. To me, conforming to being a clone does not necessarily mean immediate acceptance to being part of the "in crowd". From what I have found in the last year, the groups I were classified under in high school have absolutely no effect on my life in the real world- I'm sure anybody with a grasp on reality, so to speak, will agree. I believe that experimentation is something we all have to do to find ourselves. Often, without realising, we will take aspects of another's personality (such as a celebrity) and mould them to fit ourselves. Perhaps it is part of self-discovery; though if there is no thinking on our own at some point, there is no characteristic of your personality that can genuinely claim to be your own (look at Lennon- he's sure as hell made an impact on society!).IMO, people need to sort out what is really going to matter and less on rejection; a statement often recited, but not followed. As Oscar Wilde was quoted, “A man who does not think for himself does not think at all.” How true.
Oh what an eventful past few weeks I have had... In my "love life" anyway.
What a cliché: Young love; falling deep, falling fast, and falling out. It continues.
In other areas, I've been nothing so much as dreaming my days away in a daze one can only describe as... Well, I'm not even sure myself. Trying to find yourself, yet again, is a painful experience. I suppose I just need stability in my life. So far, I have my family, intake of sugar, and my truest, and longest friend to rely on.
Not a bad start.
Like an apple on a tree Hiding out behind the leaves I was difficult to reach But you picked me - A Fine Frenzy
Hayley, Haylz, Beans, Wombat. Whatever dude, as long as you're not calling me cute!
Stir an emotional response within me and I'll reward you with poetry, often not verbalised, but the mind is a wondrous thing...
I'm full of crazy thought processes and actions that most don't understand, and I'm okay with that. Scaring people by truly being a strange being is my pleasure, it comes without effort. ;]
"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously. If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt. If you never get hurt, you always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit your friends."